SAHA

 2012

I

After I have raped you I ask you to have coffee with me, but you just keep on crying and after awkward silence I get dressed and leave.

When I start to break, there are not enough hands pick up the pieces.

And when the world turns too scary for me, I cover my face and sit very still in the darkness of my room with my carpet and my plants until I flow out through the bottoms of my feet and get sucked into the carpet and where I shall spread all over my room, to the floor, walls and wallpapers and finally disappear.