SAHA

Fine. Now that I´m caught anyways, I guess there is no harm in coming clean with what I did. I killed her. Yes it was me, I confess. I did it. After three fucking years don´t you think I deserved something better? Better than a fucking SMS; "I have met someone else and actually this has been going on for six... SIX FUCKING MONTHS!?! ...already." She writes me that she doesn´t want to see me in person, because she thinks I might be angry. I have never ever hurt her in anyway and THIS! This what I get. Fuck NO! You were supposed to be mine. You were supposed to love me. We were supposed to be together forever. NO! This is unacceptable. So I go over to her and I take back what is mine. I force that life of hers out and it will be mine forever now.

Taking your life didn´t help thou and I find myself even more saddened by the idea of being apart from you now that the anger is gone. I love you baby all I want is to keep you close to me, but in life you abandoned me and in death you are gone also... Unless!
 ...and so I take and I carve and harvest all eatable parts of you. This way we will be together till the end of time.

Your thighs make nice steaks. I even go through the trouble of making sausages from your flesh. I use your own guts for making those after I have washed all the shit out of em.

And with corn and spring potatoes with butter... Baby you taste SOOOOO GOOD! I keep eating you for two months.

But eventually you ran out as you always have and even this meaty diet of you has made me constipated eventually I just have to let go and I cry out of control over the thought of losing you again. 

When someone finally figured out you were missing (I bet it was that new boyfriend of yours) and the police came to question me, I had been locked inside my toilet for two weeks eating my excrement again and again. Certain that this was the only way not to lose you.

Then in the police car they had the radio open with some Eminem song playing in the air like a bad joke, going something like this; "My Darling, I don't ever want you to leave me
My Darling, you and me were meant to be together
My Darling, And if I cannot have you, no one can, you're myMy Darling, cause I possess your soul, your mind, your heart and your body"